Happy Birthday to me

Today I turn 29. I have my own home and my growing little family, what more could I ask for? But I have a bad habit since I was little, always getting nervous and anxious and sad before my birthday, why? Maybe it´s just expectations... it happens on new years too, but I am grateful for everything that I have.
My little baby is so alive and present, a few days ago I started feeling him move and kick -or punch?- inside the belly. Feeling him makes me very happy and fills my heart with love... By the way; We´re half way there: 19 weeks!! Almost twenty, really. Blessings blessings and happy day.